What if everything in history was a lie

Have you ever wondered if everything we have ever heard about history is a lie? How would we know the difference? We werent there, we just know the stories that we passed on from generation to generation! What if the Boston Massacre never happened? What if the Constitution was really just something a bunch of everyday normal people came up with on accident then said it was a big deal when they were writing it? What if there really wasnt any dinosuars? Sure there has been fossils found, but how do we know that they were here so long ago? I do believe a lot of what i am told and taught about history but whos to say we dont just hear one side of the story? What if we make the good guys sound bad later on in history? Does history even really matter? Yes it does, History is what made us who we are, reguardless of where we came from. Our history defines our place in this world. Without all the wars we wouldnt be as powerful as we are. We wouldnt be the land of the FREE. I support our troops 100 percent. Some people think that war is wrong or cruel but the truth is, that everyone fights for what they believe. Those brave men and women put there life out to protect us and our families! People that dont agree with the military are ungrateful. Im sure the people that dont agree with the military have fought for themselves and their families, the only difference is that the military is fighting for people they dont even know. That is true courage. I think that everyone has the right to their opinion but seriously if your opinion is going to hurt someone then you shouldnt speak it. Just something to think about. :)

P.S. This is just the random things that are going on in my noggin!

What if we didnt have computers

What if computers were even invented? Would they have come up with another crazy technology to contact people or would we still be writing letters? Would our lives be as fast paced or less fast paced? Computers are a huge part of our social lifes. Without the computer we wouldnt have internet then we couldnt get on facebook, or twitter, or even our netflix! Its true that the computer was possibly one of the best inventions of all time, but if they werent invented and we didnt know any better would we still be riding around on horses and having caligraphy classes? Everything is on the computer now a days. Some grown adults have hand writing that looks like a 1st graders. Caligraphy has completely gone out the window. Even in school you type everything and print it out to give to the teachers. Some people dont even know how to write or read cursive. What has happened to us?

What if.. There was a cure for cancer

Where did cancer come from? I dont think there was cancer way back in the day! But cancer is a very serious problem now. Lots of people have died or been affected by cancer. What if there was a cure for cancer? Would there be some new kind of disease? One way worse than cancer? Cancer is a scary word. But what if we cure cancer then something far more scary comes along? Maybe an effect from the cure, no i dont mean Zombies! Who knows what that kind of cure could do. Im not saying there shouldnt be a cure for cancer, because i think that we will find a cure soon and thats is great! I think that everyone would be so desperate to cure there cancer that they wouldnt care about the side effects. That could be scary. I hope that they do find a cure for cancer, in fact i would like to be a part of the team that is trying to find a cure. I have always been interested in cancer.. which may sound crazy but even as a little kid i would read books and listen to peoples stories about their fights with cancer or their family or friends fighting cancer. I would love to save people from cancer and i think that cancer is what im interested in because i have had family die from cancer. I have family that has had cancer and lived. Why do some people die from cancer and others dont? How do you know or not know if you have cancer? There are sooo many questions about cancer and not enough answers. Cancer is one of the big mysteries and i want to be the detective. Cancer comes in so many forms, would one cure, cure all the different types of cancers or would there be a different cure for each type of cancer? One of these days we will find a cure.

What if....

What if there was a cure for cancer..
What if people never got old...
what if we always knew we would wake up the next morning
What if we didnt have to worry about our children everyday with all the craziness in the world.
What if we could fly
What if there was life on the other planets
What if purple hair was normal?
What if we really do have the hunger games at one point in history?
What if everything we have ever heard about our history was a lie?
What if we taught our kids not fear the unknown?
What if we really could live under water?
What if we live forever?
What if we never had any hard times and just the good ones?
What if there wasnt murder or harm caused on other people?

High School

High School is something that everyone remembers for the rest of their lives. My high school expirence did get cut short, but i loved high school. Its ok if that makes me sound like a nerd. I liked being with my friends and being a crazy teenager. In high school i was always the crazy one out of me and my friends. I used to run track and after track we always went to Ava Drug which is a place with ridiculously cheap ice cream and soda, that was the place everyone went to meet up after class. Well one day after track practice my friends and i walked in the pooring rain and went to ava drug from the track field (thats not a very short walk) after we got our ice cream and soda we walked to Walmart which again is not a short walk and it was raining cats and dogs! By the time we got to Walmart we were dripping wet and we had to focus on not falling due to our puddles of water that was pouring off of us, we put on some sunglasses and pushed each other around in a wheel barrow and we hid in the trash cans when the walmart staff was walking by, we were being ninjas. At one point i ran away from my friends and hid everyone was looking around and then we started chasing each other. Surprisingly we didnt get kicked out but thats probably because we were super stealth and none of the staff really saw us.

I was also in a video class for a semester. We got to walk around the schoool with the video recorders and make videos of either ourselves or other students. Which gave us a good reason to get the rest of our friends out of class. Well one day we made a video about my friend and i fighting over a boy, the video was way too ridiculous and it was super embarrasing when we played it in front of the whole class but we had fun! We also made a video about a guy that was a music artist that we were crazy about and we were talking about how much we loved him (he wasnt a real music artist, he was a kid in the class) well im sure we made him feel pretty hot.

High school was a pretty fun and exciting time in my life. Its a time that i will carry with me to my grave!

Absoutely No Reason

There are plenty of things in this world that happen for no reason what so ever. A lot of them happen due to cause and effect. Sometimes people complain about the hand they were dealt in life but the fact of the matter is, is that anyone can change there life around. The reason you are where you are is because of the choices you have made in life. Sometimes people are born into a bad situation, but its NEVER too late to turn things around. The same goes for good things, sometimes people have good things and they mess it up and then they wonder what went wrong. The way i see it is that you must always work at being a better person. Good things happen to good people. Sure sometimes bad things happen to bad people but hey thats life! Life isnt all about the good times, bad things happen too and they make you a better and wiser person. When i was a Junior in high school i got pregnant, of course i had the 'Why me?' going threw my mind a lot. The truth is it was my fault and i had to face what was happening head on! I finished high school, and now i attend OTC and my daughter is the highlight of my life, i do not regret having her. Never will. Times get hard and yes sometimes i just wish i couldve been a normal teenager, but i have Willow no matter what life throws at me, she makes the raining days a little more fun. She gives me a reason to work harder for the things i want in life, to teach her that you can do anything you set your mind to. Willow and the rest of my family is the best support team anyone could ever ask for. My mom has helped me a lot. She knows what its like to have kids by yourself. She had my sister and brother all by herself and she didnt have the support team like i have now. She had to raise two kids by herself until she met my dad. When life gives you lemons make lemonade!! ;)

Fear

Fear can have many meanings and has a lot of different types of fears. There is fear of death, spiders, snakes, closed spaces hieghts, etc. My biggest fear is snakes. When i was little i wasnt scared of snakes in fact on a school field trip we went to the zoo and they brought out a Boa for everyone to pet, i was the first one to touch it. But my aunt is deathly afraid of snakes, she wont even hit them with a car because she is afraid they will go threw the air vent, and i think that is what made me so scared of them. Plus when i was around 10 i climbed a tree and when i got up there there was a snake right in front of my face hissing, when i tried to sneak away i wasnt paying much attention to where i was stepping and i stepped on a weak branch and fly down to the ground and the huge snake landed on top of me!!! My dad is a pretty big guy and he is scared of hieghts, we went to yellowstone park and my dad had to drive on the high hills on our way there from missouri, needless to say he was stressed out! I also have a friend that is scared of cotton balls, which is a strange fear but honestly who likes cotton balls? They have a lot of good purposes but i hate when you go to the dentist then you have to have it in your mouth, EW! Other people they arent scared of anything, such as my brothers. They act like they could take on the world, then they see a roach of a spider and they flee the room the chain saw massacre is chasing them! My mom is afraid of pretty much everything! Its a good thing she has 3 boys and my dad, otherwise she would live in a cushioned room! My sister is actually terrified of spiders, just like most people but she cant even look at one without almost crying, the reason is because when she was little my older brother threw a bunch of spiders on her! Nice right? well ever since then she has been mortified. As you can see there are all kinds of fears, some of them have absoultly no reasoning but others are from tramatic situtaions in someones life.

First time at silver dollar city

My first time at silver dollar city i went with my friend David, and his family. We only rode two rides, American Plunge, and wild fire. we rode them over and over again, on american plunge we got put in a boat with a little girl and her mom and we splashed each other the whole ride, which is against the rules but we didnt tell anyone! ha the little girl was laughing her hard she was probably only 10 or 11. Her mom actually thanked us  because her daughter was scared to get on the ride an d we made it fun. On wild fire i was expecting to be terrified so of course i was screaming just like everyone else but when it was over i was disappointed because i didnt get scared at all!! But we rode it over and over again trying new things to make it scarier, such as not closing our eyes and looking at each other the whole time... that didnt work because David got sick. We also tried keeping hands in the air with our eye shut the whole time. Nothing. It wasnt as exciting as i was hoping, but that day was a pretty fun one! We spent a lot of time in the little shops buying and looking at things. We saw a few people we knew from school. By the way this was when i was 14... yes i live a sheltered life! When we left, we left with a few things the only thing i can really remember buying was a ring that i wore for a long time until i lost it about a year ago. I wore jeans there and when we went on the water rides and we went to the holes that shoot the water up (not sure what they are called) my pants got soaked and i had a hard time keeping them on, soooo i had to buy a pair of shorts. I actually think i might have been taken there by my aunt but if i did it was a really long time ago and i dont remember. I know that davids family took a bunch of pictures but i havent seen them yet.

Typology Test

My personality type is ENFJ.

E- Extraversion
N- Intuition
F- Feeling
J- Judging

My personality type is outgoing, enthusiastic, empathetic, and supportive. We are less likely to procrastinate. We are more likely to be organized and we get all tasks done before the deadline. Some of the jobs we would be good at is:

*Entertainer
*Artist
*Musician
*TV Producer
*Designer
*Newscaster

Willow

My daughter's name is Willow, she is 18 months old. Willow has quite the personality. She dances and sings and she makes plenty of faces! My friend Josh says she twerks it out, because one day when he was at my house she was standing next to her high chair and she started dancing randomly with no music. And usually when im holding her she dances at least 10 seconds every hour. She obviously loves to dance! she also growls at people... mostly guys! She will tilt her nose in the air and make this growling noise its just ridiculously cute! She loves being outside, sometimes she will stand in front of the door and knock on it and keep making noises until i look at her letting me know that she wants to go outside. She can say a few sentences "What is that?" and "Look at that!" yup she is a visual little girl! She has super bright blue eye, rosey cheeks and a little red nose, and blonde hair. Shes actually quite tall for her age and shes skinny, probably from all the dancing! Sometimes she will shake her booty but usually her dancing consisits of walking in a circle bouncing up and down with her knees spread and bent. My bathroom is bright lime green and thats probably her favorite room of the house, if i cant find her thats usually the first room i look in! she loves to unfold all of my towels and she tries to get in the bath tub. But when i actually put her in the tub she gets upset, very indecisive! However she does love to play in the water its just when i attack her with the soap, is when she gets upset then she stands next the side holding her arms out wanting out. I rearranged her room the other day and she was 'helping' me. she always stands right in front of me and when im folding clothes she hands me clothes... the clothes that i already folded then i have to refold them!

The Mystery of the Linkin Log

As we were walking towards our English class we stubbled upon a linkin log in the hall. I examined the linkin log and found that there was a bit of paint, so i went to the art room to try to find its owner. When I arrived at the art room there was no one that would claim it. I asked everyone individually if they knew anyone that had a reason to have a linkin log. A girl named Ashley said she saw a man with a top hat walking down the hall with a linkin log in his hand, she said she had never seen him before. Before I could get any more information from her we heard a woman screaming down the hall as we all ran towards the terrified woman i realized it was the class room that was right next to where the linkin log was dropped. We all crowded the room and discovered a girl laying lifeless on the floor. I quickly call 911 and when the paramedics got there they couldn't figure out what had happened. There was no sign of struggle and she was a young, healthy girl. I momentarily thought that it might have something to do with the linkin log and quickly ruled that out. As everyone was circling the paramedics and the poor young girl I decided to go the restroom and try to figure out what had just happened. On my way to the restroom i found another linkin log outside of the lab and saw a man with a top hat walking calmly and slowly around the corner. I ran to the linkin log and told the man he dropped it and when i glanced in the lab, there was a young athletic man laying on the floor with shallow breathing i ran to him as i was yelling for someone to come help him. The paramedics got on the scene and asked what had happened i told them i was on my way to the restroom when the man dropped the linkin log and i tried to tell him and i saw the man laying on the floor struggling to breathe. Soon the cops arrived, asked me some questions, then took me downtown to the precinct. The older officer with salt and pepper hair and dark blue eyes walked into the interrogation room and soon started asking me how I was at both of there crime scenes in one day. I demanded a lawyer. Soon my long legged, tan blonde lawyer got there, as soon as she started to speak I could tell she was gonna fight till the death for me. Hours later they released me and I was bounded and determined to find the man with the top hat, I went back to the school and looked around and found a linkin log. Instinctively I looked in the class room and couldn't find anyone in there, as I started to leave the man with the top hat arrive, he stabbed an injection into my neck. I fell to the floor, unable to move any of my limbs but I could still see everything, my body was numb. He turned on blues melodies and soon he went to work fixing my hair and putting makeup on me. I tried to scream but I couldn't find my voice or open my mouth, he smiled at me and said "I know you were looking for me... I saved you the trouble, this is what happens when you get too involved in someone else's business." Inside I knew this was it for me, I was gonna die right here in front of this strange man because I couldn't mind my own business. I was overwhelmed with fear and regret. I held a mirror to my face and I realized the other girl he had killed looked a lot like me and he fixed our hair and makeup exactly the same way. My eyes started to water, knowing I was gonna be his next victim. He started inching towards me it felt like he was doing it in slow motion was he held the needle to my neck, a man knocked on the door and top hat guy ran and hid in the air vents. The man that knocked on the door was a cop, he saw me tied to the chair and he ran to me as he untied me he kept asking what had happened, but I couldn't answer I was still numb. He rushed me to the hospital soon the doctor came in and gave me a shot and I slowly started to get the feeling back into my body. As the police flooded me with questions my eyes were flooding with tears. I told them the man hid in the air vents. A few days later they came back to check on me and told me that the man that attacked me had killed himself in the vent and left a suicide note in his hand. The note was about me, he had said that he loved me for years and I never noticed him. I had never noticed him before this mystery man was trying to kill ME? I couldn't understand, the note went on to say he left the linkin blocks in front of the rooms because we used to play with them together when we were kids. I asked the officer what the man's name was, he told me the mans name was Christopher Grace. Of course, how did I not recognize him?? We grew up together until he got held back a grade in elementary soon we faded apart. I went to his funeral and ive gone to his grave every Sunday since his accident, apologizing to the man that used to be my friend..